I don't know what to do!!

I am a horrible mom already. I have 2 dogs. I didn't even think of what this might mean for them. I don't want to give them away or anything. I don't know what to do. I have read up on some things to try. Make myself smell like a baby would so they would get used to the smell. Obedience training was another suggestion, but I don't think I can afford that. There are some classes to help the pet get used to the idea of a baby. I can't freak out about it forever, I know. I just needed a frantic moment. I will consult my veterinarian and my doctor to see if they have any suggestions I can try before giving away my dogs. To me, that is a last resort.

Sick and Tired of Being Sick and Tired

I am getting no sympathy. I am tired all the time. I am nauseous all the time. It is a miracle I don't hurl all the time. All I hear form everyone is, "You need to try and stay awake during the daytime." or "Why don't you want to spend time with me? All you do is sleep."
I tried to stay awake during the daytime and I fell asleep standing up. The only thing that changed then was instead of sleeping for a couple of hours, it was an hour to an hour and a half. I don't get sympathy with the nausea. Ooh, my favorite is "Why don't you want me near you?" He says as he has a bowl of food in his hand that is making my stomach churn. I love my family, but damn it are you serious! I do have to say he is being really good about it, too. When he rubs my belly, it makes the nausea go away. He does it without me even asking to most days. He is understanding about a lot of things but I wish he would be a little more understanding about others.

It is funny that we have already had that moment where he is confused and trying not to laugh because all I can do is cry at him and ask him why he is mad at me when he blinked that way. I can't seem to actually sleep at night worse than it was before. That would be why I am blogging about it at 7:30ish in the morning without being asleep yet. I am finally feeling tired so night.

Pregnant???

I just found out I am pregnant. I found out in an ER no less. I fell and thought I broke my wrist. The doctor wanted to test me just in case before I had an X-Ray. He came in and announced it like I was dying. We have been trying for 2 years. I was excited and pissed at the same time. I was happy that I was finally pregnant and I was pissed at the timing. I had planned a girls' weekend with my friend. It was to theme parks and such. We couldn't go to Six flags but I still got to do White Water and the Georgia Aquarium. I found out that I am old at 26. I could barely keep up with the little kids running around. We had fun but that is slightly off topic. I want to know why my husband who was excited about the prospect of children for a while is now all of a sudden freaked out. He refuses to even talk about it. I have to bring up the topic and then actually keep the conversation going almost by myself. I don't get it and it irritates the snot out of me!! I don't know what to do. He has to face it sooner or later but hopefully it would be sooner so he doesn't check himself out on me so I am not doing this by myself.